move on in life
throw away all the past
i guess if it's past to you, it should be for me.

but i wanna safekeep all those and live in them.
i can't help it :(


TODAY :D
went to vic's place to study and exercise, in the end , i think we spent most of the time talking and EATING. her house has TONNES of yummy food :D heh.
thanks vic, for the hospitality.
JIA YOU WITH MUGGING :/
yea, so i didn't do much today, but enjoyed it.

kor, hope you had fun today :D i'll remember to never go to fish and co with you (:

you know, i could just sit there and stare at your oh so cute face,
but i just dont have the chance.

P.S. SORRY to those i've neglected.

i realised friends are disappearing, but what matters are those we are here for me now (:
though i kinda miss them, somehow.

why do people still wish, when they know wishes don't come true ?

OMG.
lit test tmr. bio, chem skill 3 and chinese cheng yu test on thursday.
someone just kill me :/ STRESS YOU KNOW !
haha, i love victoria. take care kays.
remember to drink more water and take your medicine. i'm a nagging aunty. whatever (:
ohh, and i think yuting has a very nice voice. lol, so stalkerish.
SHE IS MY PET ! :D

***
it's like tug of war
the rope snapped, but it was knotted back after much effort.
the game carried on.
but this time,
i pull you to me,
and you pull back, pushing yourself away.
yes, that's what you do.
and yet, you don't seem to bother,
whether i do or don't.
you just push way back,
and
i pull on.

i don't wanna carry on with the game.
i'm getting so tired,
i've no energy left.

show me you care, if you would.

oh no
in 14 hours, i'll be in msm studio 5 taking my piano exam.
shucks , i seriously hope i don't fail anything but aural.
I HATE AURAL !

luck come to me , please.

WOMAN ! good luck for lit tomorrow (: so as to all the other year 4 elit students (:
tips please :D

***
it's time to let go ?

i'm too tired to do anything, all the things stressing and killing me slowly;
losing those whom i care.
i'm sick of wondering.crying.being emotional.
but it's all i can do.

you said you care, but seriously, do you ?
maybe, some time ago. you did.

i am tired.

updates :

NATIONAL DAY 2009 ! :D

the sky is SO PRETTY :D look at the singapore flag (:

WE PLEDGE OURSELVES AS ONE UNITED PEOPLE !

me, jing siang, edmund.

trust me to still be reading .MUGGER :D haha. that's me and js.

SINGAPORE ! :D

me and bin. me and jason

pretty fireworks ! :D

BFY ! (:

was at merlion park with bfy looking at fireworks. SO PRETTY (: had lots of fun (:

YAY ! :D

AWARE FLAG DAY on 0n 080809

whoa , we were so tired from all the standing. but we shopped at far east. yayness ! :D
awww, claudia left early to meet her mum :/ no pictures of her.

and ION orchard ROCKS. just very crowded...

eunice and victoria (:

***

why did all those change and become like that ?

you don't know how i feel since you've been ignoring me.

remind me of the times we were so close;

in class, in perth, going to school tgt early in the morning, going for lunch, catching a movie.

when you would still hug me.

imy.

NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS (:


4ETC !

you my people my home
our lives defend and uphold
may the love we achieve as one nation, be shared with the world ~

this is home, truely
where i know i must be,
where my dreams wait for me,
where the river always flows~

COUNT ON ME SINGAPORE , COUNT ON ME SINGAPORE, COUNT ON ME TO DO MY BEST AND MORE.
TOGETHER SINGAPORE, SINGAPORE ~!~

haha, i kept singing,
where i belong ,
where i keep my heart and soul
where dreams come true for us
where we walk together hand in hand
TOWARDS A FUTURE SO BRIGHTTTT !
where i belong~!~
too. heh (: i am SUPER PATRIOTIC !
I AM PROUD 2 BE SINGAPOREAN !
SMILES :D


haha , was still busy rushing chinese homework after the celebrations. look at the hardworking me, right there. lol lol (:


stephanie, jia rong , eunice , me (: stephanie, jia rong , me

then we took photos. lol. like traffic light right ! :D haha. then after that i was DAMN DAMN HIGH :D was acting ostrich and playing football (: WOOTS ! yong en took videos and you can't believe how retarded i was. i forbid yong en to show it to anyone !!!

AFTER celebrations (:

we ate at the jap, marche-like place called SHOKUDO at heeren. heh (:

look at my bowl of rice, it's the smallest ! i was saving for my dessert. lol.

my macha shake that they keep koping ! >.<


laughs. WE ALL LOOK SPASTIC ! don't kill me kays. i look bad in the photos too >.<
hah , we spent alot of time at the arcade exercising :D
heh. ddr, arcade hoops, drums, guitar hero, para. lol. i played some U.S army military training shooting game too (: heh. went to plaza sing blah blah. i was freaking high :DD
singing patriotic songs (L)
hahaha (:
vic left :(
blah blah, then seow rong and i WALKED to shaw centre to eat YUMMY STUFF :D (it was DAMN TIRING)
but, it was worth it (:




me seow rong


the macarons at CANELE are SO SO SO MUCH better than bakerzin.
i only tried hazelnut and passionfruitmilkchocolate at CANELE and it tasted at least 10000000 times better ! totally rocked. and the pretty MACHA cake in the photo (: totally rocks too.
VERY DAMN NICE >.< haha , there's a bite off the cake in the pic cause we had to try whether it's yummy enough to be worth pictures ! :D haha, actually , i just forgot to take a photo and suddenly decided to do so (:
hahs, and thank you seow rong for treating me and bringing me there (:
loves (L)

all in all,
I HAD A GREATTTTTT TIME TODAY ! :D
(even the bus ride was fun)
though i didn't get to watch UP. i so wanna watch it !
***
ugh, i forgot bout12:34:56 :/

HURRAY ! :D i'm finally done with the basic stuff of this DAMN-ED TEMPLATE ! what the frog, it was like SYMBOLS just now. hurray hurray hurray. i'm feeling ecstatic that it is finally done. WOOTS (:

whoops , but i changed my tag board and those tags before 6.08.09 are all gone :/ boo. to think people were telling me they read my blog. laughs. thanks thanks. i'm SOOPER greatful (:

oh yes, i have decided to use FROG instead of fish cause it is original. i'm a girl with originality kays ! :D laughs. SOOPER is a great word to use too ! :D i've never come across people who use that. lol lol. i suddenly typed that while lame-talking with vic and i think is CUTE.
it is right ?! :D hehe.

i can't wait for tomorrow.
it's the NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS !
haha , i love singapore (L)

***
i'm waiting for 12:34:56 ><

wow. it's been ages since i updated . haha (: sorry vic who has been faithfully visiting my blog everyday XP here's an update :D but i srsly doubt anyone would visit this blog 'cept you, victoria , okay , maybe eunice sometimes ? haha.

okay , it's time to start counting down for my grade 7 piano exam.
9 DAYS TO PIANO EXAM !

oh no oh no. HOW !? i know it's too late to start panicking but i am NOW :/ boo :( and there are so many tests next week. although thankfully , chem and bio has been postponed to week 8. how. EOYS are coming soon ! according to vic and 4H it's like 56 days more ONLY. HOW ?
zhenzhi is so VERY stressed. cries out loud. someone please save me. . .
hahs, i'm getting so paranoid.

oh yes, now i shall start on my wonderful day. BOO :( mr zong is gonna have mc for a week or so cause he has appendicitis :( get well soon mr zong ! i know you read blogs ! >.<

clarinet , saxophone or flute ?

pick pick pick.

i don't know which to choose though i dont even know if i'll get in but i wanna make a choice first ! :D heh. saxophone is damn cool ! :D ( like how that i-forgot-his-name but with black hair guy in bof played it) SO SO SO CUTE ! ^^

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