this is why i love eunice sooo much !

she's just so sweet.

thanks (:

i really miss you. esp, the times in 4E together

presents

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KIT KAT !

this is my new toy, from kor.

i'm so gonna miss you when you're in NS.

thankyou ! (:

everyone is working hard,

so i should too;

but i hate being alone :(

why is it so difficult for me to communicate with some people.

why ?

not that it really affects me, but im puzzled by how i can't clique with people.

but i can be really close to some.

womannnnnnnnnnnnn, i miss you !

i'd shed buckets full of tears if it would solve all my problems.

~
it's no longer alright for me to type anything i want.

can't express everyth i'm feeling now,
but i just wanna get over all these,
FAST!

hohoho !

i feel accomplished :D

cause,

I DID MOST OF MY HOMEWORK ! during the weekend (:

i'm gonna work on my vocab practice with words i've never seen;

bigotry

sanguine

loquacious

im gonna find out what they mean and remember them, YEA :D

mmm, sometimes i wonder,

why is it so hard to talk to some people.

am i not friendly enough ?

ohwell ~

**

i miss taking the train, with you.

i bought a lollipop today (L)

omg,

STRESSED !!!

should have transferred to a poly, totally :(

pw srsly sucks :(

***

how i wish things weren't like that.

maybe we moved on too fast.

was thinking, if i considered, maybe we would have a better ending.

i wanna hide in a corner,

sink deep into disappointment, emptiness and devastation,

with silent cries, and tears

god knows how much this has affected me.

i seem alright on the outside, but am i?

i srsly hope, i get over it and let go soon -

i desperately needa get things done, all the work and PW.

the attention i have to give to everything except what's occupying me now.

i don't blame them, but..

man, this sucks.

and thankyou kor, bestie, woman and seowrong for standing by me.

lastly, i wanna thank you.

be strong kay, let it go~

i'm so very reluctant.

mood: sad

sorry

i'm sorry it's all i can say.

i never thought so,
but now,

CHEMISTRY SUCKS !
*frowns.

why the hell is it so difficult to understand!

other than chem and sucky grades,
im overall : HAPPY (:

from ytd,
from tday,
and days to come. (hopefully)

and i am so happy victoria's my bestie :D

though i doubt she still reads my blog.
nonetheless, im so glad you're here, vic (L)

HOLIDAYS ! (:

it's just 1 pathethic week, but better than none yea ?

at least i don't have to wake up at 6 every morning.

butttt, the sad thing is that

i am DAMN BUSY :(

mon to wed - CO camp and bio make up lecture.

fri - PA

sat - kill a mockingbird play

sun - CO concert.

busy busy :/

sorry kor, and umm, nicky that i can't make time for you kay :/

i am very very sorry.

hsun, i know it's been hard on you, im really sorry that that's all i can do, apologise.

it's better to get over it, srsly.

im not the one for you.

but you're definitely a nice and good guy and boyf (?)

anw, i hope you cheer up.

oh and kor, goodluck! :D

hope you get the faculty and course you want.

i am VERY VERY MOTIVATED to get into the same uni as you 2 years later. heh

and,

MY RESULTS SUCK BIG TIME !

like seriously, i am NOT exaggerating (i wish i was)

maths - E (failed)

chem - SUBPASS (failed)

GP - passed by the 'skin of the teeth'

SUCKS right :(

and i can predict i'll fail econs too.

girl, buck-up!

i need someone to motivate me,

hopefully, you would come along to be my motivation (L)

you make me smile ~

:D

YAY (Y)

the movie was great ! :D

so was the person i watched it with. thanks (:

it's been ages since a posted.
i'm getting too lazy.

some time ago, when i still had bangs.
now, i think i look better with them :x


school's been busy, and there're 3 tests coming up next week :/
STRESSED. there are just so many things that i can't get.
ugh.
plus i screwed up my MPS interview on friday, cause i was half an hour late.

but on a lighter note, valentine's day and cny was GREAT (:
watched valentine's day with js (who isnt my boyf). i really wish people would stop thinking too much when they see a guy and girl tgt. well, maybe cause it's like vday -.-

then had 4E steamboat dinner (: i want the class photos !
yes, i totally love 4E. i totally miss 4E too. and mr zong!
4E outing soon soon soon kay !
hopefully everyone would not be too occupied with PW by then :/

CHINESE NEW YEAR !
totally love it, though i lost at gambling. lol.
stayed over at my cousins' place on the first day, visiting on the 2nd then lan-l4d2.
i never knew it was so fun, but i srsly suck at it.
it's like everytime i'm the zombie i'll be dead before doing anyth. lol.sucks.
mmm, then karaoke-d till 2plus am, and we had kfc that night :/
when i went back to sch, wen zhong and sze fan claimed i look fatter, that my stomach looked bigger. ugh! fine, i gained weight.
i srsly feel like whacking them ><
esp, tan wen zhong!

ohhh, and i played l4d with cousins ytd (Y)
it's srsly fun, and i swear, i'm improving ! i actually hit someone. lolol.
yepp, had fun, but felt kinda guilty cause my parents were starting to get angry at 2plus am so you all had to go tgt with me :/
yea, and had to trouble my cousin's cousin to send me all the way back to cck.
it was super not on the way :/
so i'm gonna apologise to susu again, i know you read my blog sometimes,
susu, sorry! :D

your cousin is so well mannered, horhhhhx.

haha, and yea, it's kinda funny how i've known you all my whole life but you all don't know where i stay and have only been to my house for like once?
bad bad bad.
but, then again, i'm sure you all dunno where melvyck kor kor stays!

mmm,
back to school tmr, so i'm going to bed soon, SO DAMN SHAG cause i reached home at 3 ytd
and had to wake up early tday.
gdnight (:

ohh, and you FOUR !



i miss you all loads loads loads.
seow rong, woman and bestie, yea, i still see you all in school.
but we no longer have time to really talk to each other or have fun tgt anymore.
it's like everyone is so occupied, with all your outings with ppl, with ventures, with 4H and bunnies, in addition to all the work we have. sigh.

kor, i know you've been mapling a lot. and you're going into the army soon :(
i'm definitely gonna go ice skating with you, take neos at your fav machine, play pool, catch a movie with you before you go in. i'll try my best to fulfill all, but at least a few kay.

i miss chicken too :/
you're supposed to call me during the weekends you know!
and i bet you don't even read my blog. stupid!

(L) you all.