i just wanna wish all my beloved friends:

ALL THE BEST and GOOD LUCK for eoys.
6 days to it.
work hard now, and we'll be able to play hard after it (:
jia you, don't be too stressed.

vic, dont be too stressed kays (: A1 for bio and everything else, GO GO GO :D
woman, jia you (: you still can catch up with revision (:
seow rong, you can always do it, we all know you can. jia you.

let's mug hard kays (:

today,
i feel like giving up.

i haven't touched the come for a week. whoa. feel so so so out of touch.
holidays are over.
what did i do over the past week ?
well, i was a good girl and did my hw on monday.
i studied a little on tuesday too, with js (:
then dental dental and more dental. extracted 3 premolars - 4 injections. OUCHIES.
caught The time traveler's wife with woman (: great :D they changed the ending though. much happier ending (:
congratulations to teo shun xiang who is officially an OFFICER (:

hmmm, yea, so now, back to school.
18 days to eoys. OMG ! i'm so stressed out, but i'm doing anything. shit ass.
MUGGG >.<

braces tmr. ..

i dunno why the hell must she keep doing these.
does it make her feel happier.
NO. she jolly well know it doesn't.
SO WHY BOTHER INVADING MY PRIVACY.
why can't i choose.
it's my life, NOT yours.
i've a cut and enough bruises.
get off my back, i beg you.

sorry.
that's all i can ever say.
apologise apologise and apologise, but i never make it better, but continue causing trouble.

i'm very afraid and this is all i can do.
avoid.

sigh.

physically, it hurts.
inside, it's tearing me apart.

the irritation, anger, sadness.

FUCK

move on in life
throw away all the past
i guess if it's past to you, it should be for me.

but i wanna safekeep all those and live in them.
i can't help it :(


TODAY :D
went to vic's place to study and exercise, in the end , i think we spent most of the time talking and EATING. her house has TONNES of yummy food :D heh.
thanks vic, for the hospitality.
JIA YOU WITH MUGGING :/
yea, so i didn't do much today, but enjoyed it.

kor, hope you had fun today :D i'll remember to never go to fish and co with you (:

you know, i could just sit there and stare at your oh so cute face,
but i just dont have the chance.

P.S. SORRY to those i've neglected.

i realised friends are disappearing, but what matters are those we are here for me now (:
though i kinda miss them, somehow.

why do people still wish, when they know wishes don't come true ?

OMG.
lit test tmr. bio, chem skill 3 and chinese cheng yu test on thursday.
someone just kill me :/ STRESS YOU KNOW !
haha, i love victoria. take care kays.
remember to drink more water and take your medicine. i'm a nagging aunty. whatever (:
ohh, and i think yuting has a very nice voice. lol, so stalkerish.
SHE IS MY PET ! :D

***
it's like tug of war
the rope snapped, but it was knotted back after much effort.
the game carried on.
but this time,
i pull you to me,
and you pull back, pushing yourself away.
yes, that's what you do.
and yet, you don't seem to bother,
whether i do or don't.
you just push way back,
and
i pull on.

i don't wanna carry on with the game.
i'm getting so tired,
i've no energy left.

show me you care, if you would.

oh no
in 14 hours, i'll be in msm studio 5 taking my piano exam.
shucks , i seriously hope i don't fail anything but aural.
I HATE AURAL !

luck come to me , please.

WOMAN ! good luck for lit tomorrow (: so as to all the other year 4 elit students (:
tips please :D

***
it's time to let go ?

i'm too tired to do anything, all the things stressing and killing me slowly;
losing those whom i care.
i'm sick of wondering.crying.being emotional.
but it's all i can do.

you said you care, but seriously, do you ?
maybe, some time ago. you did.

i am tired.

updates :

NATIONAL DAY 2009 ! :D

the sky is SO PRETTY :D look at the singapore flag (:

WE PLEDGE OURSELVES AS ONE UNITED PEOPLE !

me, jing siang, edmund.

trust me to still be reading .MUGGER :D haha. that's me and js.

SINGAPORE ! :D

me and bin. me and jason

pretty fireworks ! :D

BFY ! (:

was at merlion park with bfy looking at fireworks. SO PRETTY (: had lots of fun (:

YAY ! :D

AWARE FLAG DAY on 0n 080809

whoa , we were so tired from all the standing. but we shopped at far east. yayness ! :D
awww, claudia left early to meet her mum :/ no pictures of her.

and ION orchard ROCKS. just very crowded...

eunice and victoria (:

***

why did all those change and become like that ?

you don't know how i feel since you've been ignoring me.

remind me of the times we were so close;

in class, in perth, going to school tgt early in the morning, going for lunch, catching a movie.

when you would still hug me.

imy.

NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS (:


4ETC !

you my people my home
our lives defend and uphold
may the love we achieve as one nation, be shared with the world ~

this is home, truely
where i know i must be,
where my dreams wait for me,
where the river always flows~

COUNT ON ME SINGAPORE , COUNT ON ME SINGAPORE, COUNT ON ME TO DO MY BEST AND MORE.
TOGETHER SINGAPORE, SINGAPORE ~!~

haha, i kept singing,
where i belong ,
where i keep my heart and soul
where dreams come true for us
where we walk together hand in hand
TOWARDS A FUTURE SO BRIGHTTTT !
where i belong~!~
too. heh (: i am SUPER PATRIOTIC !
I AM PROUD 2 BE SINGAPOREAN !
SMILES :D


haha , was still busy rushing chinese homework after the celebrations. look at the hardworking me, right there. lol lol (:


stephanie, jia rong , eunice , me (: stephanie, jia rong , me

then we took photos. lol. like traffic light right ! :D haha. then after that i was DAMN DAMN HIGH :D was acting ostrich and playing football (: WOOTS ! yong en took videos and you can't believe how retarded i was. i forbid yong en to show it to anyone !!!

AFTER celebrations (:

we ate at the jap, marche-like place called SHOKUDO at heeren. heh (:

look at my bowl of rice, it's the smallest ! i was saving for my dessert. lol.

my macha shake that they keep koping ! >.<


laughs. WE ALL LOOK SPASTIC ! don't kill me kays. i look bad in the photos too >.<
hah , we spent alot of time at the arcade exercising :D
heh. ddr, arcade hoops, drums, guitar hero, para. lol. i played some U.S army military training shooting game too (: heh. went to plaza sing blah blah. i was freaking high :DD
singing patriotic songs (L)
hahaha (:
vic left :(
blah blah, then seow rong and i WALKED to shaw centre to eat YUMMY STUFF :D (it was DAMN TIRING)
but, it was worth it (:




me seow rong


the macarons at CANELE are SO SO SO MUCH better than bakerzin.
i only tried hazelnut and passionfruitmilkchocolate at CANELE and it tasted at least 10000000 times better ! totally rocked. and the pretty MACHA cake in the photo (: totally rocks too.
VERY DAMN NICE >.< haha , there's a bite off the cake in the pic cause we had to try whether it's yummy enough to be worth pictures ! :D haha, actually , i just forgot to take a photo and suddenly decided to do so (:
hahs, and thank you seow rong for treating me and bringing me there (:
loves (L)

all in all,
I HAD A GREATTTTTT TIME TODAY ! :D
(even the bus ride was fun)
though i didn't get to watch UP. i so wanna watch it !
***
ugh, i forgot bout12:34:56 :/