i need fun programmes for tmr night !
i need a date,
someone, date me, i want a girl !

a pang of jealousy hit me in the stomach.
that empty feeling, i realised, is jealousy.
i asked myself why,
liking you seemed to be the answer.
however, i asked myself if i really did,
and the answer seemed to be no.
and i hope it's true,
cause it's all out of my reach now.

i don't wanna think of unhappy stuff.
so,
KOREA :D
you know what,
it's such a nice place.
the people there are just SOO kind, that you start to feel ashamed of singaporeans.

this shop was closing for the day, and we were finding a place to seat, wanting to get food.
as we were looking arnd, an a-jun-ma offered us to sit at the seats at their shop (even though they were closing for the day)
she even offered water to us.

would you find any shopkeeper like that in sg ?
no. people would just tell you to go off cause they are closing.
offer water ? NEVER. you'd have to pay for water.

i'm lazy to carry on.
anw, korea's a great place with great snacks( and i mean snacks, not food).
haha.
there was great shopping too, but we didn't have enough time.
bought really few stuffs, maybe xcept their facial masks and cosmetics.
it was like a cosmetic paradise.

p/s. people, i'm sorry i couldnt get souvenirs for you all :/
forgive me alright.

alright, i gotta go unpack my luggage !

i'm feeling empty.
and i think
it's cause of you.

come back soon.

bye, num bag, bye, coloured contacts, bye shopping.
a kind-hearted soul returned my wallet but wasn't kind enough to leave the money in it.
sigh, lost $110.
boo, i saw this really pretty kate spade wallet that i really want :/
EMO.
(it's a bright green one, hints hints) lol.

oh, and looks like my parents have to burn another hole in their pocket :/
my microimplant was taken out tday, cause it came loose and was hurting like crazy.
there was an injection before taking it out, so it didn't hurt much (:
fortunately.
there's another option, but ughhh, i dunno :(

well, on a lighter note, i'll be off to korea on sunday.
WHEEEE :D i'm sooooo looking forward to it (:
think i'd be freezing but i can't wait for the theme parks, shopping, cold weather and skiing.
YAY :D
but, i gotta start packing, like srsly START !

on a much happier note,
i got to know him. grins :D

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mmm, thanks js for being there while i cried, whined and made a fuss.
thanks for taking the trouble (:

kor, sorry for any unhappy stuff i caused you to feel.
no matter what, you'll be a brother to me, yea ? (:

THANKS EVERYONE FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES, PRESENTS AND THE TIME YOU ALL SPENT WITH ME ! :D

thank you (:

heh, you all weren't the first, my parents were :D haha. (except those who wished me a day before) but they don't count ! haha.

had a fun time with evilprince then with mr zong and supposingly 4E ( but only 7, including me came) haha.
HAD A GREAT TIME :D
and now, i'm a little sunburnt but i didn't get the tan i want, i need tanning oil. lol, gotta tan my fatty tummy, so it wouldn't look half bad. haha.
and my mum got me the cake i once told her i wanted as a surprise. a birthday cake is impt to me kay ! haha. and it's DAMN nice (: or at least i like it alot alot alot :D
haha, and my birthday red packets :D grins, i feel a little richer.
and i wanna specially thank mr zong for being such a nice teacher and treating us to swensens ice cream :D mr zong, i swear, i didn't ruin your reputation that badly, must forgive me :D haha.
yea, just had a great time altgt (:
`the few photos taken won't be up anytime soon. heh
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i'm really sorry :(

i tend to blog when i'm bored.

hmmm, first i would like to apologise to seow rong for not being able to make it down to the cathay today, cause i gotta work !

hey, i suggest you better go down SOON ! haha, i'm telling you on my blog, cause i presume you would be bored, so i'm dedicating part of my post to you kay, ain't i nice ? lol.

anw, yea, i'm working at this place where ppl take photos. lol. was the photographer's assistant on saturday and today till friday i'm working as the receptionist.

ohh, so boring right :/

but at least it's a job though the pay isn't at all good. hmmm, still i gotta thank js for getting the job for me (:

haha, and while i'm happily blogging here, he's moving heavy stuff in the studio. heh.

NOTE TO ALL :

my birthday is in 9 days :D (counting today)

i want :

a new wallet

a new backpack

build a bear

havaianas - the one victoria has but blue base

coloured contacts, i tore mine :/

pretty pretty stuff. lol.

yay, me wants presents ! (:

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hmmmm, he left and somehow, i'm missing him. lol.

i've been kinda ignoring him but, i still regard him as a good friend though i don't really show it. so yea,

i'm sorry for all that i've done and how i've treated you :/

take care kays.

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heh, it's the 4th week of holidays ! time to complete homework yea ?? i dont wanna rush it out in the end ! :/

it's time i stop procrastinating.

so, someone, motivate me to do my work, please (:

hahs, yea, 4 weeks without really meeting up with friends. like shit.

met up with 4E guys for pool though, kinda fun, though i totally SUCK. heh.

but,

i miss eunice ! like she misses me too ><

haha, you luh, go overseas so many times for what !

yay, when you're back, we'll go for my fav, McValue Lunch ! :D lolol, and catch movies tgt.

AND MY PICNICCCCCCC !

speaking of picnic ! VICTORIA ! you're flying of to japan tonight yea.

WHERE IS MY PICNIC !? hahs.

you all, better do what you all promised me kay ! ><

eunice, enjoy your cruise and don't think too much.

vic, enjoy hokkaido and tokyo ! rmb my souvenirs kay (;

hmmmm, and you know what, i think i'm getting over the 45 range alr :/

die, been eating damn alot recently, dunno why also.

when i was working at ntu, i spammed mac

then ytd i spammed buffets. lol. had porridge buffet in the morning then at night had this brazilian buffet.

it was OH MY GOD, SO DAMN GOOD (:

at united square; Brazilian fiesta or soemthing like that.

the meat, was so so so good (:

their cheese bread and banana fritters too.

hahs, yeaa, so i am getting FAT !

everyone says i look fine('xcept edmund, and my parents who calls me Fatty) but actually i dont :(

heh, back to work ~

what have i been up to for the past few umm, weeks :x



1. 4E chalet ! it was G.R.E.A.T yea, Absolutely Awesome ! :D no pics cause no one brought a cam xcept me, but as usual, i was, LAZY (:



2. chopped my hair, although i kinda like it, i still miss my side fringe somehow.


yea, my side fringe.


i take ages to type a post, so now



not in the mood to blog anymore.
i feel frogged up.

oh yea, me, the slow-poke, doesnt know how to use twitter. lol.
what a joke, who doesnt.


it's like roller coaster, it goes up and down.
i used to think i could control my feelings and thoughts, but actually i can't, i suck at it
i used to think i was happy, but actually it's just the surface.
deep down, it's empty.
or maybe i'm just saying so cause i'm down.
who knows.
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sometimes, i crave for attention and love. (yours especially)

The Last Day In School with 4ETC'09

i remember hating 3E a lot last year, then i grew to like it.

now, i love 4E loads, but we're alrdy leaving, taking different paths.

the times we spent together,

talking, having fun and GOSSIPING (points at jz).

i love and will definitely miss you all.

and of course the lovely teachers who bring laughter and joy to the class (:

thanks 4Etc'09, i'll definitely miss you guys.

esp,

eunice, jillian, rachel, yat hei, ck, tzz, cy, yc, thanks for all the times in 3/4E.

loves

Class Lunch.

really had loads of fun (:

thanks mr zong for the treat, he treated 35 of us you know !! he's such a great teacher ><

mmm, we built a bear for him, called Kelvinz (:

it's damn fun building a bear !

i want one for my birthday !

heh, you bring me there, you build with me, you pay then you give it to me ! :D

preferably, it'll be a surprise ><

teehee, i really want one (:

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can't wait for class chalet.

IDOL !
lol, went to watch idol live at Mediacorp on yesterday.






didn't upload the malaque one cause i look TOOOO screwed. lol.
it was so damn high there (: damn cooooool !
we screamed our throats hoarse but it was still damn fun ! (:
and Charles remembers me :D lol, actually, he just found eunice and i familiar -.- haha
hope we get tickets for next week, then i get to see charles again (:
tabitha asked for eunice's number (: hope she gets back to her, and gives us the tickets ! >< .

TODAY ! had post exams activities - fencing.
lol, we had to move in a really funny way.
it was fun, though not as much as i expected.
then had subway (as usual) and headed to AWARE.
today, yen was there ! (: missed her. lol, she's so funny ! (:
slacked then home home
.
kor, she left, but you still have me kays.
remember, mei will be here when you need me.
cheer up >.<
and study for your A levels kays.
promise me you will, please.
all the best (:
loveslots (L)
.
.

you want me to be around, but it's okay if i'm not.
right ?

GREAT (:
i've finally got my lovely new phone (:
samsung omnia pro, it's pretty copper bronze (: and has great functions (:
woots woots (:
though the cam is like 3.2 mp as compared to my innov8 which is 8 mp, it seems as clear.
oh wells, i'm still perfectly contented,it's fun msging too (:
so anyone, if you wanna talk to me, drop me a msg kays.
i'd definitely reply you, even if it's just for the sake of it (: teehee.

but one thing bout my phone that disappoints me is,
it's inability to transfer files conveniently :/
unlike my other phone, just plug in the usb asapter and lo and behold files can be transferred,
but now, i cant :(
gotta install programs or take out the memory card.
VERY TROUBLESOME.
.
hols are just round the corner.
gotta find work !
so ppl, if you have jobs out there , tell me kays ! (:

jealousy
makes me spiteful
makes me pissed
makes me sad
makes me cry
makes me feel stupid
makes me hate you

haha, all in all, it's a sucky feeling.
sorry that i've made you feel all those.
.
anw, today,
i met kor, in the midst of all his mugging ( you better mug hard for A levles kays ! ) ,
to have breakfast, play pool, have lunch and take neos.
neos was his idea, it always is. haha.
aww, our fav machine is gone :/
had happymeal at macs, played with maple syrup like a kid (: haha.
then pool. whee, i won 3 games out of 6 kays !

that's a great feat considering i haven't played pool for ages. heh.
then i has my fav indian food, NAAN :D yummy.
then neos and headed to imm to meet ck and cy. hahs.
the ride on 143 was UBER LONG < style="TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center">

haha, dao face (: yay, ugly betty !

hahs, kor, study hard and cheer up kays (:
forget estella, there are other stars ! ~

.

heh, had fun with ck and cy.

ajisen ramen was yummy (:i like ck's ramen ! !
the nan kotsu one.
it's actually just pork plus cartilage,
sounds eww, but in fact it's DAMN NICE :D
lol, i sound damn suaku. haha (:

chicken and chong yan

heh, look at them, SO RETARDED ! :D
it took me a long time to get this picture of them kays >.<

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i can't wait for wednesday (: