FINALLY WENT OUT WITH SEOW RONG ! :D
sort of went out, though only for lunch. MISSED YOU SO MUCH ! (:

sch has reopened for only 3 days but it's like TORTURE ! lol, felt so tired in class. sigh. it's so tiring being a student. anw, i haven't been really completing my homework :( really gotta start studying for those testS coming up - bio,phy,chem. sigh. how long more till the next hols.

when one goes on for too long , she'll feel nothing. even when she thinks there's something , it turns out to be nothing. when her world is filled with nothingness what becomes of her ?
she says she can survive without love.
she says she'll still be happy.
but can she survive ?
will she be happy ?
when people seem to shower her with love and pamper her , she feels happy, but it this happiness true ?
is this happiness just passing by and will never last ?
when she has too many questions with no answers , who can she turn to ?
no one.
sometimes, she wants to feel loved and to love , to say 'iloveyou',
who can she say it to and truely feel it ?
if she doesn't feel, is she empty ? is she a bitch ? is she dead inside ? or is she just waiting ?

i love you.
the small little girl should be able to feel it.
:)