i tell you,

i hate jc life.

tday was the first day i see people doing maths during breaks, when it isn't the exam period.

i can forsee myself being like them.

and all these sucks.

i can alr feel the stress that is so gonna build up, sky high, for the next 2 years :(

it's making me sleep and time deprived. lol.

kor told me,

in jc, it's everyone for him/herself. and i think it's very true (at least for now).

it totally sucks, makes me feel damn screwed.

damn shag.

the optimistic side,

it's only the 4th day, maybe when i get to know my classmates better,

we'll all open up, be great friends, mug tgt, and remain as really good friends for the rest of our successful lives.

but will that really happen.

hopefully.

on a lighter note,

i think my classmates are fine, they are actually pretty fun and nice(:

except a few of them.

oh wells, i just gotta pray hard that they won't be in my pw group

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if you're ignoring me for good, tell me the reason.

wth am i so bothered by it.