my weekend was perfect, apart from the 3 hours of chem with sr.
went for pa on sat morning,
shopped at bugis in the noon,
mahjong in the night,
even met and got him to accompany me home (Y)
great yea ? haha.
did chem with sr in the morning, omg, can't imgaine studying for THREE LONG HOURS even though it wasnt the exam period.
the chem homework is terrible, srsly. sucks ! every week's gonna be like that,
FOR 2 YEARS !
*groans*

oh wells, then went shopping. (it's gonna be the last time i really shop before the hols, i swear)
hmmm, i want the kate spade wallet, purple base with chilli red sides.
it's so CHIO!
*hint hint*

oh wells,
this is a really boring post but i dont care i've nth to do now, and i like to rant.
it's been ages since i really went out with a guy (Y)

i wish kor was still in rv.


it hurts, but so what ?

i tell you,

i hate jc life.

tday was the first day i see people doing maths during breaks, when it isn't the exam period.

i can forsee myself being like them.

and all these sucks.

i can alr feel the stress that is so gonna build up, sky high, for the next 2 years :(

it's making me sleep and time deprived. lol.

kor told me,

in jc, it's everyone for him/herself. and i think it's very true (at least for now).

it totally sucks, makes me feel damn screwed.

damn shag.

the optimistic side,

it's only the 4th day, maybe when i get to know my classmates better,

we'll all open up, be great friends, mug tgt, and remain as really good friends for the rest of our successful lives.

but will that really happen.

hopefully.

on a lighter note,

i think my classmates are fine, they are actually pretty fun and nice(:

except a few of them.

oh wells, i just gotta pray hard that they won't be in my pw group

***

if you're ignoring me for good, tell me the reason.

wth am i so bothered by it.

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :D
it's 2010 ! i can finally cancel my m1 plan and stop wasting 30 bucks every month (:
great (: so the 81889029 number will no longer be in use if you laggers still have the number, delete it ! (:
hmmm, had countdown at bf ytd, well, it was more fun than expected. heh
we missed counting !
we were like rushing up to the rooftop to look at the fireworks,
and we were looking around trying to get the time right, then the fireworks came.
OH MANZZZ :/
oh wells, the fireworks were pretty nice and i generally had a not-too-bad time. hahs

my new year resolutions for 2010 !
1. work hard and get good grades (being the academically concerned rvhs student) haha
2. stop skipping CO practices. i wanna get in syf you know
3. stop spending money on redundant stuff and what's not. but i really want those coloured contacts. damn it, why do i have perfect eyesight. i dont have an excuse to get those coloured contacts like that :(
4. pack my room and do housework without being told to do so. so i'm gonna start with packing the table.
5. to stop thinking about what i shouldn't. it's really hard you know :/
6. blend in with my new class. hopefully it's full of fun people.
7. be a good girl and stop pissing my parents off.
8. complete all the homework ! that's very impt, and to start off, i better complete my gp hw from 2009. haha.
9. DIET ! or at least stop eating buffets so often. mmm, and try to jog a little more often. hopefully it'll help.
10. be a nice girl and stop being too critical about ppl.

well, i can't possibly list out all but that's bout all. heh.

it hurts to see you two, but i'll get over it ,
i'm sure i will.

i need fun programmes for tmr night !
i need a date,
someone, date me, i want a girl !

a pang of jealousy hit me in the stomach.
that empty feeling, i realised, is jealousy.
i asked myself why,
liking you seemed to be the answer.
however, i asked myself if i really did,
and the answer seemed to be no.
and i hope it's true,
cause it's all out of my reach now.

i don't wanna think of unhappy stuff.
so,
KOREA :D
you know what,
it's such a nice place.
the people there are just SOO kind, that you start to feel ashamed of singaporeans.

this shop was closing for the day, and we were finding a place to seat, wanting to get food.
as we were looking arnd, an a-jun-ma offered us to sit at the seats at their shop (even though they were closing for the day)
she even offered water to us.

would you find any shopkeeper like that in sg ?
no. people would just tell you to go off cause they are closing.
offer water ? NEVER. you'd have to pay for water.

i'm lazy to carry on.
anw, korea's a great place with great snacks( and i mean snacks, not food).
haha.
there was great shopping too, but we didn't have enough time.
bought really few stuffs, maybe xcept their facial masks and cosmetics.
it was like a cosmetic paradise.

p/s. people, i'm sorry i couldnt get souvenirs for you all :/
forgive me alright.

alright, i gotta go unpack my luggage !

i'm feeling empty.
and i think
it's cause of you.

come back soon.

bye, num bag, bye, coloured contacts, bye shopping.
a kind-hearted soul returned my wallet but wasn't kind enough to leave the money in it.
sigh, lost $110.
boo, i saw this really pretty kate spade wallet that i really want :/
EMO.
(it's a bright green one, hints hints) lol.

oh, and looks like my parents have to burn another hole in their pocket :/
my microimplant was taken out tday, cause it came loose and was hurting like crazy.
there was an injection before taking it out, so it didn't hurt much (:
fortunately.
there's another option, but ughhh, i dunno :(

well, on a lighter note, i'll be off to korea on sunday.
WHEEEE :D i'm sooooo looking forward to it (:
think i'd be freezing but i can't wait for the theme parks, shopping, cold weather and skiing.
YAY :D
but, i gotta start packing, like srsly START !

on a much happier note,
i got to know him. grins :D

*
mmm, thanks js for being there while i cried, whined and made a fuss.
thanks for taking the trouble (:

kor, sorry for any unhappy stuff i caused you to feel.
no matter what, you'll be a brother to me, yea ? (:

THANKS EVERYONE FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES, PRESENTS AND THE TIME YOU ALL SPENT WITH ME ! :D

thank you (:

heh, you all weren't the first, my parents were :D haha. (except those who wished me a day before) but they don't count ! haha.

had a fun time with evilprince then with mr zong and supposingly 4E ( but only 7, including me came) haha.
HAD A GREAT TIME :D
and now, i'm a little sunburnt but i didn't get the tan i want, i need tanning oil. lol, gotta tan my fatty tummy, so it wouldn't look half bad. haha.
and my mum got me the cake i once told her i wanted as a surprise. a birthday cake is impt to me kay ! haha. and it's DAMN nice (: or at least i like it alot alot alot :D
haha, and my birthday red packets :D grins, i feel a little richer.
and i wanna specially thank mr zong for being such a nice teacher and treating us to swensens ice cream :D mr zong, i swear, i didn't ruin your reputation that badly, must forgive me :D haha.
yea, just had a great time altgt (:
`the few photos taken won't be up anytime soon. heh
*
i'm really sorry :(

i tend to blog when i'm bored.

hmmm, first i would like to apologise to seow rong for not being able to make it down to the cathay today, cause i gotta work !

hey, i suggest you better go down SOON ! haha, i'm telling you on my blog, cause i presume you would be bored, so i'm dedicating part of my post to you kay, ain't i nice ? lol.

anw, yea, i'm working at this place where ppl take photos. lol. was the photographer's assistant on saturday and today till friday i'm working as the receptionist.

ohh, so boring right :/

but at least it's a job though the pay isn't at all good. hmmm, still i gotta thank js for getting the job for me (:

haha, and while i'm happily blogging here, he's moving heavy stuff in the studio. heh.

NOTE TO ALL :

my birthday is in 9 days :D (counting today)

i want :

a new wallet

a new backpack

build a bear

havaianas - the one victoria has but blue base

coloured contacts, i tore mine :/

pretty pretty stuff. lol.

yay, me wants presents ! (:

*

hmmmm, he left and somehow, i'm missing him. lol.

i've been kinda ignoring him but, i still regard him as a good friend though i don't really show it. so yea,

i'm sorry for all that i've done and how i've treated you :/

take care kays.

*

heh, it's the 4th week of holidays ! time to complete homework yea ?? i dont wanna rush it out in the end ! :/

it's time i stop procrastinating.

so, someone, motivate me to do my work, please (:

hahs, yea, 4 weeks without really meeting up with friends. like shit.

met up with 4E guys for pool though, kinda fun, though i totally SUCK. heh.

but,

i miss eunice ! like she misses me too ><

haha, you luh, go overseas so many times for what !

yay, when you're back, we'll go for my fav, McValue Lunch ! :D lolol, and catch movies tgt.

AND MY PICNICCCCCCC !

speaking of picnic ! VICTORIA ! you're flying of to japan tonight yea.

WHERE IS MY PICNIC !? hahs.

you all, better do what you all promised me kay ! ><

eunice, enjoy your cruise and don't think too much.

vic, enjoy hokkaido and tokyo ! rmb my souvenirs kay (;

hmmmm, and you know what, i think i'm getting over the 45 range alr :/

die, been eating damn alot recently, dunno why also.

when i was working at ntu, i spammed mac

then ytd i spammed buffets. lol. had porridge buffet in the morning then at night had this brazilian buffet.

it was OH MY GOD, SO DAMN GOOD (:

at united square; Brazilian fiesta or soemthing like that.

the meat, was so so so good (:

their cheese bread and banana fritters too.

hahs, yeaa, so i am getting FAT !

everyone says i look fine('xcept edmund, and my parents who calls me Fatty) but actually i dont :(

heh, back to work ~

what have i been up to for the past few umm, weeks :x



1. 4E chalet ! it was G.R.E.A.T yea, Absolutely Awesome ! :D no pics cause no one brought a cam xcept me, but as usual, i was, LAZY (:



2. chopped my hair, although i kinda like it, i still miss my side fringe somehow.


yea, my side fringe.


i take ages to type a post, so now



not in the mood to blog anymore.
i feel frogged up.

oh yea, me, the slow-poke, doesnt know how to use twitter. lol.
what a joke, who doesnt.


it's like roller coaster, it goes up and down.
i used to think i could control my feelings and thoughts, but actually i can't, i suck at it
i used to think i was happy, but actually it's just the surface.
deep down, it's empty.
or maybe i'm just saying so cause i'm down.
who knows.
*
sometimes, i crave for attention and love. (yours especially)