School

hello there 

It's been a really long time since i last used this blog. I never thought I'd use it again, but school is really stressing me out and I really need somewhere to rant and think through stuff.

A blog seems like an appropriate way (perhaps).

I'm currently a year 2 in SMU and it's by first day of school! 

Haven't been doing very well for the first two sems, hence I'm so goddamn stressed out now. 

Some may say that I'm still young, but others might have already chosen their career paths, completed their internships and may have even gotten awesome pawsum connections.

sigh. I don't want to rant, but i really need to. 

I'm thinking of signing up for talks and all, but then again, what are the odds that i can actually get into banks given my sucky GPA. 

Sometimes i wonder if it's really necessary for me to get a high-flying job, ascend the corporate ladder, earn lotsa money. Isn't there more to life? 

I guess in Singapore, it's kinda the social norm, and also the expectations that all of us have to meet. 

Isn't being happy of utmost importance? 

Apart from all these stress and worries, I'm really thankful i met my happy pill in school :) 

He makes school a better place, and brings out the better me. 

I really want to use this first post (kinda) to thank him for all that he has done for me!

Wreck Beach- Vancouver BC

Thank you baby, for holding on, and leading me through various adventures and paths of life. 

I'm grateful for the awesome experiences we shared and will share during our time together. Summer was awesome with you, and I'm sure school would be awesome cause of you too. 

love you very much

x

hah! 

THERE! 

I just revived this blog ;o 

it's not bout the present, it's bout how you give it dude.

everyone in the house in sleeping.

great.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

GAHHHH!

I MISS KOREA

I MISS KOREA

I MISS KOREA

!!!!!! :(

i miss cwj too.
i like guys more after they go through army, but im hating SAF like mad now >:(

pw has finally come to an end.
WOOTS WOOTS WOOTS! :D
all the hard work has paid off (: but now i think i kinda miss my groupmates.
the times where we worked hard tgt.
when we were always late. when we ate tgt. when we laughed at each other while we rehearsed.
i miss you all now!!

ohyes, and i certainly miss all my other friends too.
so glad i saw eunice tday for a relatively long time (unlike the times when i see her for at most half an hour). i missed her so much!
glad im finally meeting bestie tmr. feel so guilty cause i havent gotten her birthday present(which is on 9 nov-whoops)
sigh my friends are all busy ppl.
seow rong toooooo! she's sooopppperrrrrrr busy!

For the next few days, i will have a lot of standard chartered volunteer stuff. and will be going to Cambodia to help the kids in kolap 4(an orphanage) the following week.
so people who actually read this, help the kids there please.
they don't even know that they should brush their teeth.
so we're gonna get them mugs toothbrush and toothpaste.
we're having an 'adopt a mug' campaign for the children. so guys, pleaseeeee adopt a mug for a child for $10.
pretty please.
hopefully, the environment there would be alright, so i wouldnt be too disgusted :x

lastly, i miss cwj so much :(
BMT sucks big time! argh.
i'm so looking forward to wednesday, SOOOOOOOOOOOO looking forward.
so glad there's a public holiday if not i'll only be seeing him a month later.
grahhhh. sucks to even think of it.

REMINDER TO SELF:

get work done, and mug hard for next year.

it's the last year in hell! gotta make sure i get out with GREAT results.

hey you reading my blog nowww.

I LOVE YOU !

the word incompatible keeps popping up in my mind :/

it's kinda worrying.

trying to relive the dead. lol.

finally blogging again~

guess it's cause im feeling pretty stressed that i'm not feeling stressed bout pw and studies.

how ironic.

been ages since i posted.

it's the holidays! but there's actually no time to cheer. it's time to worry bout next year and the results i got for promos. they're pretty screwed, really.

i really have to focus on pw nowwwww! :(

&. though they're not gonna see this, i really like my pw mates.

wasn't close to them 'xcept for tanyanshan but im starting to like kaizhen and laura a lot.

thumbs up to lovely pw mates (Y)

grrr, and im so gonna miss cwj when he goes into army in 13 days!

~

hoho,

im stressed.

sooooo busyyyyyy! :(

but there's an addition to my life (:

chayweijie, iloveyou (L)

SCREW IT !

i wish a thousand times that i was out of this place.

what am i trying to achieve ~

NOTHING !?

wth

1 paper SCREWED,

but, that's 1 paper DOWN!

how consoling ~

-.-

I LOVE YOGURT !!! LOVE IT TO BITS ! :D

shopping with bestie turned out to be more of an eating spree :D

HELLO !

im here to save this dead blog of mine (:

then i'll have to start real mugging, though i've been sitting in front of the tv too often, recently.

updates bout my life:

had CO concert and i think we did pretty well.

am in this bio research programme that's making me damn stressed.

i finally caught ipman 2 in the theatres :D YAY (Y)

and i watched karate kid too (:

lastly : I NEED TO STUDY ~

one thing i really want : i wanna be RICH! like have shitloads of money :D
for all the preeeeetteeeee stuff !

all the shopping has made me crazy !! :D lolol.